conversation with a demon
Words by Bryon Bowers
sun is shining…
On a morning fresh rain…
copperhead making
he's making his way…
slowly through the grass
a baby reaches
he’s reaching trying to say hello
In the last seconds
a mother sees
she scoops him up right away
that's a no no baby
don't you touch that snake
he’s gonna bite you
don't wait and see….
[chorus]
the demons are gone
but some pieces are missing
the pain that circles
when I think of you
brings me back to that room
in the aftermath the pieces
that used to be you
holes in the wall
I couldn't be there…
I was too busy running
running from snakes in the grass
running from demons of our past
baby sat on the alter of death
she saw a demon
he was waiting inside his eyes
plans thwarted his sacrifice
by sane minds
a baby saved again
electroshock therapy
got rid of the demons
but left out some pieces
[chorus]
the demons are gone
but some pieces are missing
the pain that circles
when I think of you
brings me back to that room
in the aftermath the pieces
that used to be you
holes in the wall
I couldn't be there…
I was too busy running
running from snakes in the grass
running from demons of our past
a baby grew up and came back
he settled into cigarettes,beer cans
pink Floyd
and fantasies of a broken mind
demons came to him
he saw them stroll
he saw them cackle with baby carriages
he wrote songs they sang to him…
and scribbled delusions of grandeur
as a the world crumbled around him
[Chorus]
the demons are gone
but some pieces are missing
the pain that circles
when I think of you
brings me back to that room
in the aftermath the pieces
that used to be you
holes in the wall
I couldn't be there…
I was too busy running
running from snakes in the grass
running from demons of our past
the other babies came back to see
saw the carnage of broken walls
and a troubled mind
the world sweeps this under the rug…
it's not convenient
it's not packaged into a nice narrative
no one gives a fuck about broken minds
I see him in every vagrant I drive by
I see him in every guy ranting to his invisible friend as he walks down the middle of a busy street
[Chorus]
the demons are gone
but some pieces are missing
the pain that circles
when I think of you
brings me back to that room
in the aftermath the pieces
that used to be you
holes in the wall
I couldn't be there…
I was too busy running
running from snakes in the grass
running from demons of our past
nothing I could do
he pushed the lawn mower
I lived my life…
I survived…
He is gone now, but in my brain
he has a front side table to the shrink that is my guilt
His conversations are brief and sad.
I’ve said goodbye many times.
But he knocks holes through the walls
he then talks through them….
[Chorus]
the demons are gone
but some pieces are missing
the pain that circles
when I think of you
brings me back to that room
in the aftermath the pieces
that used to be you
holes in the wall
I couldn't be there…
I was too busy running
running from snakes in the grass
running from demons of our past